Serendipity is one of my favourite words, it was a fortunate accident that I dated Simon and he broke my heart because I've met someone because of him. Whether he will play a large part in my future is currently unknown. I've always liked the idea of being in love and have only really experienced it once, everything else has been lust. I think after six months on my own, I'm ready to learn about someone new. I'm ready to take risks and reveal myself to someone, allow them to discover things about me that, right now, even I do not know.
I'm ready to love & be loved in return: something I have never done before.
I'm really looking forward to seeing you tomorrow, the fact you say you are too makes me almost giddy. After a drunken kiss a few weeks ago, you invited me to come over. We laid on the sofa, side by side under a beautiful bay window like nervous teenagers. We laughed hysterically over nothing much and watched aeroplanes outside like they were fireworks. Casually pressed against one another, I stroked your arm and you held my hands but it took us almost an hour to kiss.
You gave me a blanket to keep me warm and our heads settled together on the pillow beneath us. As I laid silently by your side, you pulled yourself closer to me and kissed me. Quickly, our clothes ended up on the floor and we were absorbed in one another. When I told you I wasn't going to sleep with you, you just smiled and hugged me into your bare chest, kissing my forehead and the tip of my nose. You complimented me on the fun we'd had and moaned that I was too much of a tease when I pulled away from our kisses.
We curled up together, your strong arms around me. With you, I felt safe and like we'd have fun together. Tomorrow, we'll lay on my bed and smile together, watching rubbish TV and no doubt laugh endlessly. I hope we'll kiss and have the chance to play some more.
I hope this is the start of my future; I'm ready to meet someone special.
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